Embrace The Emptiness.

When you love someone for real, but you are very far away from each other, one thing usualy happens.

Emptiness.

Every kind of communication possible only occur through social media, text messages, the internet. Whatever kind it is, we never really see each other while communicating, not face-to-face as we can when we physically meet. And sometimes it causes us to question whether what we have is real or not. Whether there's really someone behind the text messages, whether that person truly is the person we once know.

We feel empty. And it's depressing. It's very tiring sometimes. But whatever happens, we should always hold on hope and not give in to the emptiness, but rather, embrace it. And do the best we can to make ourselves feel the presence of each other, despite the physical distance.

We might worry a lot, we might feel sad, we might feel insecure, we might not feel comfortable being so far away. But that's okay. That only means that we truly care for each other. That means we truly hope it will all work out and that all these hardships and challenges will someday be worth it.

YOU, I know I worry about you a lot. Because you're smart, beautiful, attractive, funny, and everything a man could ask for in a woman. I'm sorry for that. But I'll continue being worried :p. But YOU, don't worry about me being here. I may feel empty and depressed at times, but.. believe me, the depression and loneliness I kept feeling, they prepared me..

I'd rather feel empty due to the distance between us, than filling the emptiness with the company of someone I shouldn't be close to.

I'd rather it be you, always.

So until we meet again and, insyaAllah be united, I'll just embrace the emptiness.