Not in a very long time have I felt this sensation. A feeling that's very plain and simple. Just too tired of explaining every single detail that people should've understood in the first place. "If you were me, what would you feel?"
Am I. Am I the one that needs to do the explaining every time? Even when I'm the one that needs an explanation?
Am I. Am I the one that needs to convince, even when I'm the one that needs to be convinced?
Am I. Am I the one that needs to calm myself down and calm other people down, when I'm the one in a situation I shouldn't easily be calm about?
This hits me very hard. I'm just too tired, that somehow, I feel calm. I hope this is not permanent, but right now, I don't feel like saying more.
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