That Guy.

I'm that guy. Who talks about you every chance I have. Because you are always in my mind. Always.

I'm that guy. Who just can't stop thinking about you. And will never be at ease, until you are truly mine.

I'm that guy. Who stopped looking when I finally have you. I would never make you feel you have to compete. And I can never compare you with anyone else, as I know, doing that will only magnify the tiny imperfections you have – which everyone have. And prevent me from seeing all the other magnificent things in you.

I'm that guy. Who gave my everything to make sure you know your heart is safe with me, that I will never toy with it. And in the process, I gave too much of myself. To you.

I'm that guy. Who is half empty right now, who needs part of you to fill the empty part of me. So that I can be whole again, and be the old me.

I'm that guy. Who's always worried. Of misunderstanding. Worried that you don't understand what I'm thinking, what I'm feeling, what I'm doing, and what I actually am. So I say too much, to explain myself, to defend myself.

I'm that guy. Who easily hurt myself over small things you do. When I feel like I can't fulfill your expectation. When I feel you're not able to appreciate me. When I feel like I'm not good enough for you. Because I'm that scared of losing you.

I'm that guy. Who doesn't even care what happened in our past. As long as we keep moving forward together.

Actually, I lied. I'm still hurt. But I'm trying hard to forget all of that. I'm trying hard to heal myself. Even if you have worse truths to reveal to me, I wouldn't mind, just tell me, as long as we can still move forward from here. And let the past remain in the past.

I'm that guy. Who misses you each time it feels distant between our hearts. And I can't bear to not do anything about it. But I'm worried I'm gonna bug you. Annoy you.

I'm that guy. Who would never give up on you, even though I feel so hurt. Because I know, I hurt you too. We're still careless, we make mistakes. And that's okay. It means we still have a lot of space for improvements.

Actually.. I'm just that guy. Who tries too hard to not lose you.